Dear Donnie

Well D, this is my first poem for you. I can't express how much you and the guys mean to me. Since finding the "lab" I've made so many new friends, who I love very much. I have not gotten the chance to see you guys live yet, but I will next tour. I'm a single momma, so I know you can understand its hard for me to travel too far, or spend too much. But, that doesnt mean I dont love you all very much. I was a BH in the begining and I never stopped and never will!

I never stopped believing..I never did forget..I always carried you in my heart..never one regret.

You came back to me with click times three..and gave your love so graciously.

The twugs and twisses....for 5 brothers and a million sisters.

Thank you just doesnt seem to be..the right words to say..how much you mean to me.

From marshmallow dreams...to baby daddys bus..and those damn tumblweeds ..we stand beside you...because we love you...we are yours faithfully.

Even grown..we still long to be..that "cover girl" to whom you sing.

"I'll be loving you forever" those words still comfort me.

You never really left us...You were always there.

In our hearts and minds..always in our prayers.

Stay strong sweet Donnie..I love you..and know that I'll forever be loving you.

BY: Shanna Marie Behmke

AKA ShannaSings4Jon on TWITTER

FOR JON-A POEM

Well, here is another mushy one from me..the o'l romantic blockhead HA! Its a good thing though, I love to write..and its good therapy for me to vent my feelings. I cant tell you all how much NKOTB really means to me. They've changed my life and for that I feel very blessed. I love Jon alot, and I admire and respect him so much. Maybe, one day..with faith..hope..and love..he'll see me. Even if he doesn't..its enough for me to know that I can tell him each and every day what he means to me.

FOR JON

I sit here waiting so patiently... for love to come to me.

I sing my songs, I dream my life away because its in your arms..where I belong.

In your eyes I see something more...I see someone pure.

In your smile I see..everything I've ever wanted to be.

You are a gentle and caring soul..there is so much more that you never show.

I can see it in your eyes..the man inside you try to disquise.

I know you'll never know me...You will never feel this for me.

This is my chance to tell you how much you mean to me...Even if you never see..I'm happy to send you my love...every day...every night...just a twiss and a twug.

If I ever get one moment with you..all I would be able to say..is that I love you.

This love is different from any other I've known..This love is true.

So, for now I'll wait until the day comes.. when I can hold this Angel in my arms.

Peacefully, I will dream of you every night...I will hold on tight..to you in my dreams..I wish all the love and happiness for you that life can bring.

BY: Shanna Marie Behmke

ShannaSings4Jon on TWITTER